My most humble apologies for not posting much this year….things have been kinda hectic and my plate kinda full….
That said here we are at the end of another trip around the sun….and it been an interesting ride to say the least….I managed to finally meet, one or two more of you folks who grace these pages, this past summer, and I was truly honored…
My health is good as its going to get and I would be remiss if negelected to relay, the results of Picture day (yearly MRI), ….for the most part there is not much going on in my head, though there is a new growth that has shown up on the auditory nerve….doc is not too worried and neither am I….the old tumor is show no activity at all…which is outstanding….
Once again it has been requested to repost my last Christmas eve message so here it is….
Can you feel it? Can you hear it… that Hum in the air tonight,
As all our preparations come to an end and the celebration
I don't think it is just us,
I think all of creation is humming tonight, when the membrane between heaven and earth is so thin you can almost see through it.
Tonight is the night we measure all time against.
Everything that happened yesterday
is before Christ and everything that happens tomorrow is after
Tonight we are living in the eternal now of God's coming
His name is Emmanuel—the God who is with us—
who is made out of the same stuff we are and who is made out of
the same stuff God is and who will not let either of us go.
That is the main thing we are waiting for tonight….. that
But that is not the only thing, because most of us are
waiting for more than one thing and they are not all the same.
For instance, I believe someone here is waiting to find out what
is inside that large box propped against the wall by the
And someone else is looking forward to waking
up in a house in which all the beds are full once again, with children
and grandchildren who have come home for the holidays.
Or maybe some are looking to celebrate their first Christmas together…
Some of you have a new baby at your house, which means you
are waiting for the first Christmas morning when you wake up
in your own live nativity scene.
Yet there are those who will find this is a hard time of the year.
There is that empty chair to deal with, that stocking that stays
folded in the box.
Christmas is the season when you wait to see if the hurt
has lost its edge, you want it to be gone …you want to be the “you” you used to be, so you can get on with your life….yet on the other hand you don't want it to, because that might mean you have stopped caring.
Meanwhile, the memories rise up to meet you, overwhelming you with a melancholy so sweet you can almost taste it
Christmas Eve functions like a kind of time machine for us, taking us back to every other Christmas Eve we have spent on this mortal sphere.
For some, it is a reminder of the way life used to be ….
Or never was….
Christmas is the smell of pine and cedar boughs and oranges stuck with cloves, the
taste of roast turkey and peppermint.
Everyone is supposed to go home for Christmas, right?
Only where is that, exactly?
Some of us know and some of us are still trying to find out
the answer is, right here… right now…
This is our home tonight and we are all inside…
Not only is this our home ….This is our Stable in Bethlehem,
Where we have brought all our hopes and fears… of all our years to lay them at the foot of the manger,
For we know what the manger holds…it is the God who is with us
Not the God-Up-There somewhere who answers our prayers by lifting us out of our lives,
but the God who is in the midst of our lives 24/7..
None of heaven’s escalators are going up tonight …everybody up there is coming down tonight, right here,
Right here to our own Bethlehem, bringing us the God who has decided to make his home in our hearts….. may your heart be full this night and every night with his love and peace…Amen
May you all have a blessed holiday season, one full of joy and laughter.
For those who have an empty chair at the table this year may you find strength, courage and grace to get through this time of grief.
My prayer for all ya’all is for a stupendous new year.
May the fishes be feisty and willing.
May the weather always be favorable when you go out fishin’.
May your beer always be cold and your women at your side. (hot)
May your friends keep you honest and always have your back….
And may everything else be most excellent
Grace and peace
~ Robert Frost ~