been a while. 23 years to be exact. still doing my best on the annual campout. rewind the tape and play the whole thing backwards. with the sound completely turned off.
things simplify, then complicate, then simplify. i got back in a tent. fuck the starcraft. gave it to my buddy steve. he turned it into a portable outdoor bar.

[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/80B20592-7D7A-4427-9383-70E2978D0F20_zpsnq6ydwps.jpg[/img]
[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/B75F11D1-8D27-494C-A976-F0339B91C6CE_zpsdkfzkp8e.jpg[/img]i said give it back. he said no. squatters rights?
so i went back to camping. i ain't never missed a fishcamp but last year i didn't stay overnight. just visited and fished. no planning, no weeks of planning, no planning at all. grab rods, grab some beer, go. but not this year. i took my little tent, did little planning, made a little camp. i didn't take my customary solo thursday, but i showed up early friday morning to get going.
f that bathroom on the way in.

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[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/P4270434_zpschgdlsrh.jpg[/img]then, naturally since i didn't have no starcraft to cozy up inside, it began to pour rain. no nap for me. mights well fish.

[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/06AA9977-4153-4717-9B3D-C6E4DEF7322F_zpsbfvw4x8g.jpg[/img]tarped the fuck outta my camp. got some stockies.

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[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/P4270457_zps165l3lx1.jpg[/img]my friends all started showing up. since the rain was due to clear, everybody just went fishing in the rain and waited it out.

[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/P4270459_zpse7oif2uk.jpg[/img]started to prep food for breakfasts. no ham this year, went with a shitload of sausages.

[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/0BF555AF-4AE6-4B5E-94EB-065DE52BB7DB_zpsphd9c59x.jpg[/img]dark fell, i put the ace heater in my little tent, and we sat around and got lit up like christmas trees. it was nice. for the first time in a decade i wasn't tortured by bad memories of my old man dying on this campout. i found it true what everyone had told me, that it eventually gets better. that eventually, your left with the good memories and the divergent equity of memory will place the onus of it on the good side. for this, this year, i was deeply grateful.

[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/P4270469_zpsl7qp4vbr.jpg[/img]we laughed and laughed.

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[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/P4270472_zpsuezk37bf.jpg[/img]and passing out.

[img]http://i928.photobucket.com/albums/ad123/chadroc/april%2027%202018%20fishcamp%2023%20day%201/FD02C692-68B9-4C5D-ACEC-782A641F3D9B_zps3bsac4xy.jpg[/img]i crawled into my tarp covered lair and it was a little balmy. i shut that shit off, and bedded down as the inside of the tent cooled. i read one page of the book i brought. and then i slept the sleep of a tired boy who had been doing real man things all day, blessings. which just feels so good on your wet and weary bones. i had to be up early the next day, for the little league opening day ceremony and my squads first games. long live the fishcamp. day 2 to follow.

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